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Tuesday, July 07, 2009

bitch

get your shit together.
just stop eating.

i am huge.
65 this morning.
goal is to shed of at least 15kg.

gymtime tonight after work.


Friday, June 05, 2009

whatever

i keep losing weight.
and i know it because i couldn't resist the scale this morning.

didn't workout yesterday.
instead, i accidentally extended my nap time up to 3 hours. i was supposed to sleep only 40mins.

ate salad.
now drinking coffee and going to work.

i don't think i'll be updating anytime soon.
i feel like this is pointless,
like who cares.
so i'm doing this on my own.

i'll update sometime in two weeks. let you know how it goes.
and to see if you are any more intrested than you are now.
i'm not being mean, just realistic.

i still do love all of you, and i wish you all the best.
<3



and this is the icon i was talking about:




Thursday, June 04, 2009

not as good as planned

confession time!

no gym yesterday. i was so tired when i got off from work. plus we made some salad with my boyfriend. but i did make it lean version, only lettuce, cucumber and paprika. plus some dressing.
oh and i stepped on the scale this morning. "must.see.how.much"

today
i'm now going for a walk, then shower and off to work.
after work i'll do some shopping and later, 9ish, i'll go to the gym.

have a fantastic day everyone!






(photo: redwishbone)

bye <3



Wednesday, June 03, 2009

i'm addicted

to the scale that is.
i stepped on it on monday (i think). i have this plan, that i will weigh myself only once a month, so i won't fuck up my diet because of knowing what the scales told me this morning.

but now, as i'm not for once craving for food, i'm having huuuuuge cravings to weigh myself.
i feel like a drug addict. "must.see.how.much.today" but i keep telling myself NO.

my weakness food has always always always been junkfood, hamburgers specially. plus chips&dip. nachos&cheddar. but i recently discovered that all those have these things in them that trikcs human mind to think they are the most tasty thing ever. literally. in reality, they don't taste good at all, they trick your brain to think so.

having learned this, my cravings have been gone. everytime i even think of mcdonald's, i keep thinking "they're fooling me, i don't really like the food"

yesterday:
yogurt
banana
coffee
water

today so far:
coffee
water

i've been having like 600-800 cals/ day for the last two weeks. i will keep this kick statr thing up for another 2 weeks and then i'm adding dark bread and one serving of salad to my daily intake. it will prob. take the total up to 1000, but i need to eat more, so i can lose more. ofcourse i'm adding gymtime too.

comments, keep them coming. we can do this.



i love this photo <3



i've always loved britney, no matter what.

<3bye<3

  


Tuesday, June 02, 2009

i'm still doing this

i can't believe i haven't failed big time already.
okay, sunday wasn't so good, but i feel like i stayed in control as much as it was possible.

yesterday:
coffee
yogurt
bread with lean turkey slice and some tomato
water water water

gym = 30min crosstrainer, 15min tanning

today i've had two cups of coffee.
i'm going to meet my friend in an hour, so no time for eating.
then i'm off to work and i won't eat there either.
and when i get home, we are going for a walk with my boyfriend.
plus some steamy action in the bedroom later

so no time for eating. maybe i'll take some fruit with me to work, so i won't collapse.
thank you for commenting, keep it up girls. let's support eachother!




(picture: i want all eyes on me)

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